我就是这样！！

我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量

摊开的手掌柔软又刚强
(十指纤长指尖藏着一鼓力量)
安静的目光温柔却也狂放
(眼神明亮有好多话想对你讲)
我独特的模样是全新的信仰



我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量


你不会躲在不长不短的裙摆
耍无赖太依赖都不符合你的心态
乖乖早过了时代怪怪才有人青睐
不需要表态让大家慢慢猜

既古代又现代爱hip hop也爱李白
是女孩像男孩这次出场注定精彩
我嗅到英雄神采我瞄到美人姿态
多变的节拍接下来该是你踛

诗人的滥觞刻板的印象
(没有文字足以介绍你的出场)
你爱晒太阳我赏我的月亮
(井水河水各自徜徉各的海洋)
想发出一道光让世间不平凡


温柔倔强勇敢都是我
我拥有太多不同基因
安静吵闹沉默都是我
分钟不同的颜色

我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

something haunting me these few days.
I don't have to tell in details here as you girls knew it already.
i guess, something went wrong in my mind yesterday or the day before which makes me made a very wrong decision.　

i hessitated to post in my OWN blog! and,
i had deleted some of the post in my OWN　blog because i realized that someone i know, have been reading our blog for a long time, for at least 6 months!!

well, after reading for such a long time, he got what he want; he got a so- called secret of mine.

i don't like to call it as 'SECRET'! as its so untrue!!
i never hide it, its just that no one dares to tell.
and for sure, i WILL NEVER go and tell him myself. (unless im on my way to be a psychiartry patient!!)

Its true that i was shocked when i saw he posted something in facebook because as he is posting, the secret will be in public. instead of shock, why don't i say im beh syok?! i don't mind you read it without my permission, but must you spread the news around??

some said, why don't i take this opportunity to know what will be 'his' response?
Yeah, it sounds good, but i don't think the response will come out as what i wish.

In short, i don't want to face the fact. and in the real life, i do run away from him.
I didn't msg him out for lunch or dinner for the weekends as i don't want to be rejected; i tried not to speak to him in the class as i don't want to have a polite but strange conversation with him!.... till today, when i realized that he didn't see any post in facebook or realized about this so called secret.

relieved..so i can think wisely and properly now!

Nothing had happened.
Nothing has changed.
some people started to suspect, but what can they do?

but i changed.
and I regret!

THIS IS MY WORLD!!
i shouldn't give a way to anyone..i shouldn't delete my post just because it's seen and could be an evidence to proof something?!

Yeah..i want to be myself! i want to be how i used to be!

i will not stop posting everything here which i usually do;
this blog will remain public as sue wish!
everythin will go back to its own position!
my stand is very strong now and i will not change my mind anymore!

i don't care how much you or others know,so what if you tell the whole world!??!???
i ain't anything wrong, am i?!

Here, Im the KING!!!

others...连根葱都不是!!!!!