Thursday, July 31, 2008


I will be going to Kl on 2nd september during my vacation~~
KL people....beware about this..
penangist..whoever want to go ....must arrange lo...
i will be going with my indian's friend and most probably i will go to BUKIT TINGGI...
and of course the most important thing is that 2nd sep is my dear kel's birthday...

oh ya...
i will disappear again until i go back...
because my wireless account have no credit already...
but i will borrow my roomate;s laptop to online or use the library's pc...

see ya!


Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Must Say Goodbye

Release me, I know the only way
to reach me, that is the way that it should be
so free me from all your memories
I know we must say goodbye
We must goodbye

If you belong in this world
then i know we'll take the step to every road
now alone, i realize you're far ahead
without knowing you were there still in my heart
I know we must say goodbye
We must goodbye

Release me, I know the only way
to reach me, that is the way that it should be
so free me from all your memories
I know we must say goodbye
We must goodbye

Can't we belong in this world
that i'm sure you'd take me to your every road
just one thing, that realizing you were there
without knowing you were there still in your heart
I know we must say goodbye
We must say goodbye

I know we must say goodbye
must we say goodbye...?

Thursday, July 24, 2008



where were you when i needed you the most?

Monday, July 21, 2008


Weekends in MALAYSIA when there is no exam coming up~
1) sleep until afternoon? no breakfast...straight away eat lunch and goes back to sleep again during normal physiological phenomenon...
2) family day...go out for dinner and shopping...chit chat with in crowded gsc..having popcorn and soft drinks....
3) online,playing games, reading story books watching tv with family...
4) cook with your all sort of house works...
5) go to temple and pray...
6) for me...caligraphy class...
8) Exercise is a sport~

WEEKENDS in Manipal, INDIA when there is not exam coming up~
1) dunno whether you should online, watch drama, sleep or studying?
waste half the time to think what you should do...
if study...cannot concentrate and the progress will be superb slow which finally you will bore yourself!!
if online, watch drama or movies... you will be thinking when you should stop watching and do something should be done as a medical student in MMMC....
enjoy without worrying? it will NEVER happens!!!!
if sleep... well...alarm clock has to be set...if sleep for too long...headache and you will realize that you had not done many things and will stress up...
sleep for a while...
err.... never happen to me now....because you won't able to hear the alarms!!! still in first and second stage of sleep...:s
2) dinner at other places? WHERE?
have better food than those in weekdays? is such food exists?!
3) Exercise is part of the entertainment here...

CONCLUSION>>>>>i prefer least, im not bored!!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

P.S. I Love You

You must be wondering why i stay up so late? it's 3.17am now...
what to do? i have 2 tests coming up, one genetics one principle of biotech. 3 freaking long chapters for gen and 7 freaking chapters for bte *sigh*
and as i've mentioned in my previous post, i have a presentation coming up too, remember the stupid regulation, patents and society of biotech? yeah, that's what i'm going to present for this coming saturday, wish me luck peeps!

there is a student based conference on 2nd of august, and i'm not sure whether i'm one of the presenter or not...(probably not...hah, i'm blur as usual~) but whoever it is, i just feel that this conference thingy is so....
troublesome!! what's the big fuss of this conference? why they need to organise such thing and force people to participate anyway? summore have to held like...roughly a week before finals?? these people are outta their mind..

some random updates,
my throat itches like mad, and i've been coughing my lungs out today. what's wrong with me??
and i have stuffy nose every now and then...i guess it's some pre-exam syndrome...everytime also like that, exams coming, and these small symptoms start showing up =(

boohoo, my family plans to go kl this coming week, but i am NOT following due to the heavy workload and i seriously need to revise for test too. i know my mum wanted me to go with them as she wants me to go visit my grandparents, arggh! mee, i want to go also...but i really cannot...don't make me feel worse by asking me again and again lar...i promise you guys i'll go whenever you guys want to after my finals kay?! ;)

by the way,
May!!! i want the PS I Love You Sountracks!!!

this is how i look when i tie up my new cut hair, hehe...i'm considering to cut my fringe though, considering...

Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp,
but, when you least expected it, may alight upon you.

Monday, July 14, 2008

random stuff

what if you mix violin and hiphop together?
sounds cool right?
check out Miri Ben-Ari, or also known as "the hip hop violinist"

So cool man....i wish i could play the violin!

by the way, i've cut my long mop hair...


now, freak eh eh, don't tell me no difference?

Friday, July 11, 2008


总角之交-总角:儿童发髻向上分开的结果。指童年时期就结交的朋友。(esp sue and shirling:) )

What IF?

A daydreamer like me...
will always think of...everything starts with

IF, i was borned in ancient time
--in a rich family, i may become a dictator like wu ze tian
--in a poor family, i may be depressed or become a 'bitch' who is willing to do ANYTHING just to reach the goals...
its very awful as i know i should satisfy with what i have but i just can't stop myself from being greedy!

IF, i was borned in a very well-mannered family?(as like we can't tell joke with your parents, always have to say thank you,sorry...whatever..!! what they say is an order!)
---well i be who i am now??
i will become more rebelling or a more pollite person?

IF,my life isn't that in the way i plan?

is kinda useless to think so many IFs...
i don't leave malaysia?
if my dad cannot afford me to come here? and i have to stay in f6 and break my head to enter U?
if i don't want to become a doc?
what will i be?

if i can go back to the beginning? can 回到原点?

when life is getting better in india..i mean after i had adapted to this environment,
i missed everything in malaysia less (i won't deny this~)
but...i think i was wrong...
at least..i miss my family my friends...
i may not miss the food , shopping or what...but i miss the places with memories...


found something....
Based on my birthday---
You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Traveling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after. Your Love, You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.

i think im very tired recently...
severe headache...cannot sleep properly at night...
haha...was sleeping from 1.30 til 5 pm! geng!?!!

ps: I love you!
---is a good movie..:p

Sorethroat and...

Dang, i'm having sorethroat, a real bad one...literally i can feel the "flame" inside =(
hmm, i guess it should be the McD apple and banana pies i had yesterday.
i shall not talk unless i really HAVE to...haihz, i need strepsils badly.
anyway, we have done with our labs, therefore from this point onwards we will have full concentration on our syllabus, which is a good thing since the finals are like....a month away! *gasp*

anyway, some random and quite out-dated pics i should have post earlier but due to, you know...? laziness =p
taken during the awards presentation the mph (multi-purpose hall)

a partial group pic as not everyone is inside... taken with the principal in his office
finally, a pic of my new genetics lecturer, told you he's young =p

my preparation for the plant tissue culture, the centrifuge tubes (blue-capped) contain the callus induction medium needed for the culture. heck, guess how many tubes i've prepared? 50!!

i've prepared some sterilizing and liquid medium solutions tooYEAH! after hours of hard work...okay, ignore the "chan" look of mine (lab ma, what do you expect?) oh yea, about the steel-made baskets right, they are actually meant for carrying all the tubes and bottles which are going to be autoclaved around 121 degree celcius in the autoclave machine.

didn't take any pic during the plant tissue culture, but these are the final products, each of us have 4 tubes of our own callus plants such as carrot, 2 cauliflower (1 contains the sodium hypochloride sterilizing agent another one contains...err, forgot jor, let me check when i go back to the lab, hehe..), and leaf callus.

did i mention my finger got burned while doing the culture? gosh, i guess those people did the culture before my turn had place the beaker containing 95% ethanol (for sterilizing the scapel and forceps) too near to the bunsen burner until the ethanol was caught into flame. we couldn't really see the flame but both the scapels and forceps were like burning hot as they were being soaked inside the by the time i wanted to take out the scapel...

OUCH!!!! walao....pain like i proceeded the experiment after the sensation eased a bit =(
haiz...labs are so dangerous!

materials..and more materials...most of the time we need to go over to bio or chemistry labs to search for reagent and chemicals...
p/s: May, i saw your dad today, in the morning =)

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Take Me As I Am

Nella Fantasia, my current addiction :) freaking love the oboe solo part!

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

I Corinthians 13:4-8

take me as i am, or
have nothing at all.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Que Sera, Sera

...means whatever will be, will be
i shouldn't be thinking too much about it, as you've said, whatever will be, will be, i'll always remember that.
even though we're far apart right now, but what you have done and said to me will always remain in my heart.
you said you have faith in us, though i never tell you, i have too...because i'm too insecure to let you know, cuz no one, includes myself, knows what will happen in the future.
i'm doing the best i can and i hope you are too...
anyway, i'm just thankful to have you :)
and if you happen to read this, i wanna let you know that..
don't worry much about me, i'll be just fine...
take good care will you?
meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
but falling in love with you i had no control over.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Raining season in Manipal, India!

Rain vs Sunlight?
one makes you fall asleep which will stress you up during exam period; one force you to sleep due to severe headache caused by high temperature!

one dries your clothes within hours ; one remains your clothes in wet conditions for days!

when you plan to go out, one makes you give up the plan because you will get wet with no doubt and get cold then fall sick easily; one makes you consider the environmental factors in Manipal which are dust , bad road conditions etc and finally you will feel like staying in the hostel more~!

both bring MOSQUITOES!!!!!
stupid idiot mosquitoes...
spoil my legs within 1 hour..
i went for dinner the day before and i found 24 bitten sites on my legs!!!

2 4!
i ain't joking okay!!
they are round, burning, inflame, hot and ITCHING!!!
guess what i did last night and today?
i put white medicated oil --minyak angin (hong youi in hokkien) on both of my splash of water...if you never know what's the effect of using the WHITE medicated oil, you should go and buy one and try it..
if you used it before..(guess all of us used it before)...i think you can imagine the burning sensation i feel after 5 mins i apply it?!

monday night...i found a lizard in my room and i could never belief that it escaped into my cupboard!! that makes me couldn't sleep til 2 and have intermittent awakings for the whole night!!mood was totally spoiled by it!!!!

tuesday night...i couldn't sleep early because of the hong yoiu!! i never realized that the burning sensation can make ppl so awake!! luckily, it reduces the itchiness!:)
but...after few hours..i think when the effects are gone..the itchiness woke me up again and again!!
i had just done my test on hypnotics and sedative...maybe i should apply the drugs on myself to sleep properly!! what a conincidence!~!!!
should i for tonight?ish......

oh ya,
because of your comments (Justin and meizhi),
i started doing my journals myself......:)
seeing that the notes in journal are not given in the class too!
hehe.... me..
my english and mandarin drop a lot!!!!!
im wondering whether the terms im learning nowadays are considered as a language??
i will have communication problems with you all soon if this condition worsen!!!!!!!
what should i do?!?!!:S