Leaving

River Torrens.

突然，很不想离开这里

突然，很不舍得

突然，心情有很大的起伏

又有谁能明白？

心情真的很难受..

好久没那么哭过了，好久好久...

Its so true......haiz....

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友你們可能相愛過

，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？你心中的這個特別的朋友...?

是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好.



Let's listen to this---love it recently...

Yoga

i know i know...i'm relatively very outdated =P

i tend to get addicted to songs (especially chinese songs) which others have been listening months or even years ago...

this time, i'm so hooked on this one!

伯乐 by Yoga Lin 林宥嘉 =D

actually i don't really like him as a singer, cuz his facial expression (especially the mouth) looks weird when he sings!

but this song is really nice, and i really like the lyrics too! do you know the composer is a malaysian? xD

HAHAHAHA! this mv kinda reminds me of js and kev, they used to ask me to rate others too! really siao! sometimes we even exchanged pics of others in msn just for rating... lol so wuliao..

i still remember 1.5! xDD

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个 然后等待著下一个

最后哪一个最让你舍不得

感谢不能让别人来说

你给过我的　他们是做不到的

那时候的幸福是真的　虽然过去了

我们也都经历了

释怀教育著仇恨　和平劝著天下人

故事发生了便住下了　不管好的坏的

你让我成长了　就算是痛得值得

爱你的那一个　伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个　然后等待著下一个

一个个过客过得快不快乐

爱你的那一个　伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个　然后等待著下一个

别太多过客祝你早日快乐

爱你的那一个　伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个　然后等待著下一个

一个个过客过得快不快乐

离开时别忘了　看看眼前的人

流泪记住了　还是微笑祝福著

can't help listen to this song over and over again while doing revision...

so gonna play this someday ;)

p/s: STAY FOCUS! 5 more days to freedom.

and bye bachelor degree! =D

places i'm planning to go, things i'm planning to do...stay out of my mind just for these few days will y'all? ;)

Mad.

after so long, i still cannot get enough of this.

Ne-yo's song + the whole choreograph = perfect! xD

ohh..and the last part when the both of them doing the "wave" thingy...so nice laa!

"girl, i don't wanna go to bed mad at you..

and i don't want you to go to bed mad at me~"

btw, i'm waiting...waiting....and waiting...

for my first paper (while others already started theirs and one of my friends even finished his ALREADY! urgh...) oh well, looking on the bright side, i've more time to slack study! =S

hmm, must start practising to sleep and wake up early dee. MUST!

Why do i feel like this?

why do i feel like a pregnant lady whenever exams are near?

i have cravings for certain food.

i experience dizziness out of nowhere.

i literally feel like puking when i stare at the notes/past year papers for a period of time

pain here pain there...

not to mention mood swing and get pissed at petty stuff.

urgh!

2 more weeks man, 2 more weeks..

please, please hang in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

self reminder: stop thinking nonsense and other craps, just focus on your bloody lecture notes and those past year papers.

by the way, it's kinda pathetic that nowadays the person who makes me laugh the most is a fictional character.

and he's none other than SHELDON COOPER!

seriously i'm sooooo into him right now =D

whenever i feel like i can't take it anymore...

the big bang theory is my saviour!

Expectations vs Outcomes

Everyone understands that the higher an expectation, the more the disappointment.
in addition to that, an expectation also does affect the outcome of an event.
the more you expect, the more stressful your life will be.
but, is a stressful life always ended up with a bad outcome?
it depends~~

sometimes, i think that the tension is actually why i can do as expected..and at most of the time, i enjoy the outcome~
people may think that its unnecessary to aim so high,
but i have just realized that i don't really mind how much the stress i experienced as long as i have what i expected.
as long as the outcome is satisfactory, i don't mind how tough the process is.

for this moment, these are what i realized.

maybe im just too rebellious..

UNFAIR

things are always unfair, or we always make things unfair.
i'm sorry for not playing fair, and i'm sorry for the unfair-ness

it's always the best solution to stay where we are when you don't wanna things to change

sadly, things keep changing as we make them change

I do not expect you to understand and i dun really hope you do

there's always things that keep us from moving forward

there's always things that keep us struggle for so long that we don't even remember what was it already

there's always things that keep us from changing to the bad and to the good

there's always things that keep us alert in the future

there's always things that keep us afraid all the time

there's always things that keep us sad after the sunny bright day



but dear friend, i wish we can make things change, to the better

no matter what is it



PEACE : )