Sunday, November 29, 2009

Definite HOLIDAYS!

Anyone please definite holidays for me?!

or maybe we can do some calculations first:
3 days of holidays = 72 hours
no evening class on thursday= extra 11 hours
no suitable bus available on sunday= have to spend the last 18 hours in melaka

so in total, how many hours are left for me to spend in Penang?!

65 hours!


yet, i need to spend 16 hours to travel!!!!!

what a miserable holidays?!
is tooooo short to go back home; too long if i ain't go anywhere!!

im just too tired..
how i wish when i wake up in the morning tomorrow, i can see mama's face, or hear papa's voice, or touch jiejie's hands?!

for the whole day after i came back to melaka from penang, i CAN'T BREATHE!!

Why, why now?

Only for the BOTH of you.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

it has been awhile

since i last shopped >.<

damn. i'm so vain! hoho...
anyway, retail therapy never fail me! =D
hmmm...i'm waiting for boxing day, then i can shop like mad!
meanwhile, gotta save some $$ for melbourne first..hehee...

oh man...while shopping, bumped into someone i'm so not wanted to see! omg, wanna cuci mata liao... what a disgusting pimp nyuekk!
by the way, stupid weather forecast! it's getting more and more inaccurate, stated it would rain...but never rain...
but you can't fool me, you fooled jeremy! ahaha!

yay! finally i've been to of the placesss i wanted to go before i leave. so..roseworthy, checked =D it was supposed to be today, but then the friend who supposed to bring me there suddenly has his flight booked. so it was a kinda rush plan, so only got to reach there around evening, can't take much pictures as it was getting dark...sayangnya! if not i could even go touch the pigs or horse riding...=(
the journey took about 50mins by train...cooked our own dinner at the student dining area where we curi most of the materials from some roseworthy students evil xD
only reached back to city during midnight...then the guys wanna drink after that. since one of them leaving soon, so i just decided to join la since i've nothing better to do also. speaking of which, that night was really unlucky, almost every pub was closed. walked til the legs also we decided to buy a botol of whatever it is, something whisky and had it in the house.
and it was the first time in adelaide i lepak until 5ish...@.@

p/s: recently got to know some insider news that makes me feel very 痛快...
lei dou yao gam yat la....muahahaha! 真是大快人心! =D

aiks....this post is so jumbled up..
but anyway, i must appreciate my time left here!
til then..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


River Torrens.



Saturday, November 21, 2009

Its so true......haiz....


















Let's listen to this---love it recently...

Sunday, November 15, 2009


i know i know...i'm relatively very outdated =P

i tend to get addicted to songs (especially chinese songs) which others have been listening months or even years ago...
this time, i'm so hooked on this one!
伯乐 by Yoga Lin 林宥嘉 =D
actually i don't really like him as a singer, cuz his facial expression (especially the mouth) looks weird when he sings!
but this song is really nice, and i really like the lyrics too! do you know the composer is a malaysian? xD

HAHAHAHA! this mv kinda reminds me of js and kev, they used to ask me to rate others too! really siao! sometimes we even exchanged pics of others in msn just for rating... lol so wuliao..
i still remember 1.5! xDD

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
放弃了这一个 然后等待著下一个

你给过我的 他们是做不到的
那时候的幸福是真的 虽然过去了

释怀教育著仇恨 和平劝著天下人
故事发生了便住下了 不管好的坏的
你让我成长了 就算是痛得值得

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
放弃了这一个 然后等待著下一个

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
放弃了这一个 然后等待著下一个

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
放弃了这一个 然后等待著下一个

离开时别忘了 看看眼前的人
流泪记住了 还是微笑祝福著

can't help listen to this song over and over again while doing revision...
so gonna play this someday ;)

p/s: STAY FOCUS! 5 more days to freedom.
and bye bachelor degree! =D

places i'm planning to go, things i'm planning to do...stay out of my mind just for these few days will y'all? ;)

Thursday, November 12, 2009


after so long, i still cannot get enough of this.
Ne-yo's song + the whole choreograph = perfect! xD
ohh..and the last part when the both of them doing the "wave" nice laa!
"girl, i don't wanna go to bed mad at you..
and i don't want you to go to bed mad at me~"

btw, i'm waiting...waiting....and waiting...
for my first paper (while others already started theirs and one of my friends even finished his ALREADY! urgh...) oh well, looking on the bright side, i've more time to slack study! =S
hmm, must start practising to sleep and wake up early dee. MUST!

Friday, November 6, 2009

Why do i feel like this?

why do i feel like a pregnant lady whenever exams are near?

i have cravings for certain food.
i experience dizziness out of nowhere.
i literally feel like puking when i stare at the notes/past year papers for a period of time
pain here pain there...
not to mention mood swing and get pissed at petty stuff.

2 more weeks man, 2 more weeks..
please, please hang in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
self reminder: stop thinking nonsense and other craps, just focus on your bloody lecture notes and those past year papers.

by the way, it's kinda pathetic that nowadays the person who makes me laugh the most is a fictional character.

and he's none other than SHELDON COOPER!
seriously i'm sooooo into him right now =D

whenever i feel like i can't take it anymore...
the big bang theory is my saviour!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Expectations vs Outcomes

Everyone understands that the higher an expectation, the more the disappointment.
in addition to that, an expectation also does affect the outcome of an event.
the more you expect, the more stressful your life will be.
but, is a stressful life always ended up with a bad outcome?
it depends~~

sometimes, i think that the tension is actually why i can do as expected..and at most of the time, i enjoy the outcome~
people may think that its unnecessary to aim so high,
but i have just realized that i don't really mind how much the stress i experienced as long as i have what i expected.
as long as the outcome is satisfactory, i don't mind how tough the process is.

for this moment, these are what i realized.

maybe im just too rebellious..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


things are always unfair, or we always make things unfair.
i'm sorry for not playing fair, and i'm sorry for the unfair-ness

it's always the best solution to stay where we are when you don't wanna things to change

sadly, things keep changing as we make them change

I do not expect you to understand and i dun really hope you do

there's always things that keep us from moving forward

there's always things that keep us struggle for so long that we don't even remember what was it already

there's always things that keep us from changing to the bad and to the good

there's always things that keep us alert in the future

there's always things that keep us afraid all the time

there's always things that keep us sad after the sunny bright day

but dear friend, i wish we can make things change, to the better

no matter what is it