is late night now....

ps: someone knocked on my door and complaint d...cannot sing in my room anymore...

Days without a thumb..

Recently, my schedule on weekend is quite fixed!!
sleep till 11 am--> lunch--> go to library-->nap + study--> exercise!!
Among all of my friends, I am the one who is free at most of the time.
free to go out, free to do anything i like, free to exercise, free to sleep non stop, oh...free to daydreaming.....as usual..:-)
Yesterday, after lunch, i went to lib with elsa. 8 pages for 2 hours. How good was this progression?!?! hence, i decided to go for some sweaty activities. haiz...Who knows, both yee yong and elsa are not free to play squash with me and elsa suggested me to invite him to play squash since he was doing nothing in lib too.

.....won't that be very weird?!!?......
but its true that at that moment, he is the only one interested and free to have a game with me.

when i wanted to send the sms to him, elsa scolded me again....:' just walk to him and ask!! WHY ARE YOU SMSING?!?!!?!'.....lol...what if he rejects me?! then walk back just like that?!?!

be natural....just asking..it doesn't matter...

he said OKAY..

and when i turned from him and walk towards my seat, i smiled..uncontrollable!! i was planning to lie to elsa, but i know my expression and happiness had sold me out!!

haiz.....how could that happen?!?!?!!! arghhh.......

and ... this is the consequences of playing squash without the an 'insulator' on the holder!


oh laugh at me...
i also dunno why the wound is in this bloody shape!!!!

Situation

If i were have to choose
i really don't want to be placed under such situation...

perhaps this is only some conflict i have with my inner-self

perhaps this feeling has nothing to do with anyone else.. is it?

i'm not sure..

对不起，

我就是那么矛盾

真的，

不是当事人

根本不能真正理解那种感觉...

p/s: hope EVERYTHING goes smoothly for YOU!

p/p/s:

你送的礼物 原来是一场劫~~

anyone has this song?

i can't seem to able to download the full song >.<

I'm 家人 No More!

If you haven't know already, today is the third day i started my internship (i'm just lazy to describe about the details here)

just wanna let you guys know that i'm so freaking drained, practically it's 9-5 everyday, excludes weekends...

fortunately.

this also means that i have stopped being a "家人", hah! you girls can't label me that anymore! kekez.. =P

truth is, i'm actually being paid to attend training classes for 3 months, how nice is that! xD

and it's a close four-digit pay! ^__________^

bet you hardly can find any internship that offers such lucrative incentive..

oh i'm so grateful about that! =)

another thing is that, spending the weekends with my special VIP makes me feel even more grateful as this chance was so hard to come by last time..

hence every moment spent together is so precious that sometimes i just wish that these 3 months can pass slower =P hehehe...

the bottom line is, at this very moment

i'm contented =)

p/s: i'm looking forward to meet you both as well (this week maybe?)!!! =D

Am i The girl?

Accidentally read this just now...
I feel that this article is writing on me..
Im speechless....

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，
在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，
并喜欢一咋一呼的说：“滚，滚蛋，坏蛋，笨蛋”。
不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，
大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。...

这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，
也会幻想，也会羡慕，
幻想着将来自己的恋爱
该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜

这一种女孩子，
喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。
即使没有男朋友，
在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，
朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事
其实她只是感觉累了，
她只是需要一个拥抱。

这样的女孩子恋爱的时候
喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。
不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，
其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，
她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情，
她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，
她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，
大声的笑，放声的闹。
当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”
她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。
哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。
她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。
她只是想静静的看着你，
当你的观众，仅此而已。

They are still my Favourite!!!:D

It has been a long time since my last presentation, i guess.

I feel so uneasy this afternoon, not because of the nervousness i used to have but because of the unpreparedness. Laziness was not a factor contributing to all this but a person.

The topic has been decided on Tuesday and i completed almost all on the night itself, until 2. yup..because its a main topic out of all. Who knows, Yesterday, other group members came to tell that the lecturer expect 2 peoples to handle my topic. Since i had already completed most of it, what she needs to do is just to add more details on it. i was expecting her to send the finalized slides to me before 12midnight. However, when i received her call 15 minutes to 12, she told me what she is going to add and she will do it in the next morning.

WHAT?!

That means, i got to present on spot?!

and do you know what time she started to prepare the slides?
10am! she skipped the morning lecture class half way to do the slides. and i only got the slides in the noon.

When the presentation was going on, i feel so uneasy. (bu shi zi wei)
Im not saying what i had done was excellent. But, the time and effort put on it shouldn't be ignored. Half of her slides are made by me; what she added for me is covered by the previous presenter.

Im not criticizing a friend as such. But, couldn't she be more sensitive that not everyone is able to present properly on spot or with limited preparation? If im a good presenter, will i waste my time to urge you to give me the slides as early as possible??

Though i stopped CheeKhang when he was saying that she is lazy as she hasn't prepare the slides by morning, i couldn't agree more with Chen Chuan when he said that she is 'bu shang xin'. If I know im going to be busy on Wednesday night, i would have done the slides by tuesday or even earlier.

Thanks to Sue as well as Yumigo.
Smile has put on my face again as im listening to the music while composing this post.... :-)

The road less travelled?

It takes time

though i don't know how long

to figure out what i really want..

uncertainties cause uneasiness

should i go with the flow?

or should i take the road less travelled? =S

somehow i prefer to take things slow,

because if things tend to go too fast, i'll feel as if i'm losing control..

but what should i do if i'm not fast enough as others expect me to?

"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail"

- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Yiruma...your music is always oh so calming... =)

Love Lockdown

found this accidentally in our col comp lab this morning while editing my presentation...fa xie a lot!!

Have i told you lately?

Olivia oh Olivia..

how i love your angelic voice...

在晚上听你的歌特别有feel xD

Have I told you lately that I love you

Have I told you there's no one above you

Fill my heart with gladness

Take away my sadness

Ease my troubles, that's what you do

Oh the morning sun in all its glory

Greets the day with hope and comfort too

And you fill my life with laughter

You can make it better

Ease my troubles that's what you do

There's a love that's divine

And it's yours and it's mine

Like the sun at the end of the day

We should give thanks and pray to the One

Have I told you lately that I love you

Have I told you there's no one above you

Fill my heart with gladness

Take away my sadness

Ease my troubles, that's what you do

There's a love that's divine

And it's yours and it's mine

And it shines like the sun

At the end of the day we will give thanks

And pray to the One

Have I told you lately that I love you

Have I told you there's no one above you

Fill my heart with gladness

Take away my sadness

Ease my troubles, that's what you do

Take away my sadness

Fill my life with gladness

Ease my troubles that's what you do