Wednesday, December 31, 2008

人间

i don't know how to upload the songs..but do you remember it sue?:D
风雨过後不一定有美好的天空
不是天晴就会有彩虹
所以你一脸无辜不代表你懵懂
不是所有感情都会有始有终
孤独尽头不一定惶恐
可生命总免不了最初的一阵痛
但愿你的眼睛只看得到笑容
但愿你流下每一滴泪都让人感动
但愿你以後每一个梦不会一场空
天上人间如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大世界比你想像中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄但愿你听得懂
但愿你会懂该何去何从
just love it~!!^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR^^

It seems that my life in 2008 is just filled with endless examinations...
Uni exam in the beginning of the year; preparing for uni exam at the moment im writing this post...
but i should say its totally different from 2007~
2007---its filled with tears, sadness, helpless, unconfident, betraying, shameful.......
but 2008, i can adapt better to manipal already..
things are under my control again...i shall never forget when i lost control on myself and my life and when i have them back again!
i can handle most of the things more confident now...

im 20...not 1_ anymore...not teen...
my last new year in india...(but nothing special is going to be done..not even countdown!:X)
overall, im HAPPY! Contented!
HAPPY, isn't it more than enough??


HAPPY NEW YEAR gals!
no matter what we are doing now, no matter how far we separate;
let's be thankful that we are still not lost and
we are still TOGETHER (well...mentally:s :p)!^^

MAY
ps: i had my first crab in india just now...lol......

Two Parts

2008 is coming to an end, very soon.
so how would i sum up my journey throughout this year?
hmm, i'd put it into 2 parts, the first half year and the second half.
the first half was a moderate one, i was still in college doing my 2nd year, life was pretty much predictable for me as everything seemed arranged and well planned. that's why i can't really remember the details for the first half.

however, the second half was totally the opposite of the first.
things went up, and down drastically. unpredictable and exciting.
i've finished my 2nd year (finally~) and then it was the uni application thingy which nearly drove me up the walls.
something came to my life once again.
i went through a couple of emotional roller coaster rides. blind-folded. My tear glands got a lil over active for this second half too.
i've gained
i've learned, and still learning
i've lost
i've been there, done that
choices were made, and doubts surfaced
so i'll leave the rest for its own.

now, what's next?
oh ya, happy 2009 in advance! =)

Thursday, December 25, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I HAVE JUST CAME BACK FROM bbq PARTY ...:D:D:D

LOL.....FAT FAT MAY...

ps: i fell for christmas pipes in 2008~^^

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

The D Word I Fret

disappoint: fail to be or do something as good or interesting etc as was hoped for or desired or expected by somebody
disappointed: sad or dissatisfied because one/somebody has failed, some desired event has not happened, etc

I think i'm jinxed or something.
Everytime i plan or up to something, something special (which i don't get to do often) usually i'll picture the whole process and all those possible outcomes. positive outcomes.
I would imagine a lot of scenes that would go my way. and i HOPE it'd better go according my way.
but the fact is most probably things WON'T go my way at all!
worse still, it ends up the worst way i could ever imagine.
why ar? why?

for example, if you've already packed your stuff and all and ready to go travel, let's say..to europe. and you've been anticipating it for weeks...
but at the very last minute you notice that you've lost your passport, how?!
*phhufff* suddenly you feel like you're being zapped into the cruel reality.. ouch!

the frustration, the disappointment and perhaps slight anger...
what can you do to make things better?

of course i'm not facing the exact situation as i've mentioned, but something that also results in DISAPPOINTMENT, frustration and slight anger.

too many disappointments. i don't know how much and how long i could handle this anymore. *sigh*

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Steamboat + UDUPI's fish market~

steamboat! yeah!

tom yam one....didn't drink it for a long long time le...we had fish paste, prawns, squids, wantons,sausages, chicken meat, veg, mushrooms and taufu!

3 blacks with one blue-birthday girl!

the cook--he prepared almost everything


hot, spicy, and sour?!

all guys~

girls..

birthday cake





piggy face...its actually nothing but chapathi:p

For preparation for all the ingredients and seafood

we went to the fish market~

i don't have to go actually.. bacause i wasn't the person in charge...
but i just wanted to go and have a look...how's udupi market looked like?

'lala'

squid~

we were not the 'boss'..so we were there just for fun...see how kent argued with them?
200? no! 150! nono...200~~nono...150 only~~!! blek blek...
in india, we usually address male as boss, female as madam or aka (means elder sister)
who knows? they called us aka yesterday?!!oh my god...are we so old to be theirs aka?!

all are on the floor...
is somehow not a bad experience...but haha...i don't think there are any other would interested to go except me...:p:p

Friday, December 19, 2008

belief it or not?!:p

you may know its name...
but what if i tell you its called ---- A MO NE NE?
would you belief it??

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Merry Xmas

One more week to Christmas...
eventhough it doesnt snow in Msia, but we still can create some virtual snow right?
tralalalala~

we were discussing what to do on Xmas..

do you know that my all time favourite Christmas song is "Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas"???




Merry Christmas in advance people!!!


a "fairy" in pyjamas lol...let me grant you one wish =P

Monday, December 15, 2008

The Truth

有些真相,
知道了,

令人彷徨失措.

所以,
宁愿永远

蒙在鼓里...

Saturday, December 13, 2008

My latest fav

Friday, December 12, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIYANKA!!

12-12-2008 was my roomate's birthday...

priyanka=neha=love
well...i organized a small party for her because she has exam the day after...
surprise!!

cannot see her face clearly???


she is borned intelligent,but education spoilt her!


her friends..partly...my room was really crowded last night
simply my photo..:D:D

when i went to order the cake, i remembered mine....

overbaked...lol....pity my dad and mum have to settle for me..:p because i din't want to throw it just like that....

but.....before we baked,

they were FINE! and looked good also....



the cake is called---bread pudding!

ingredients and mixture....
SUE and I wanted to bake the cake for a girl borned 2-9-1988...
but...emm....failed...~~T_T
Kel...not that i din't keep the promise or din't celebrate your 20th birthday...
it was just because the cake is spoilt...:S:S:S
opps....~~~

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

猜不透

猜不透 你最近是好是坏 的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透 相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸 是真的 是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过


猜不透 相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸 是真的 是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过 (x2)

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透


super duper love this song right now!

just downloaded for 1 day and i've already listened for over 100 times.
and strangely,


i can relate to this song in some way.

Monday, December 8, 2008

jazz fest 08'

still remember this?

yea, i went again this year! with her again. but this time i wasnt as punctual as last year, instead i was late for like an hour! it started on 6.30pm but i reached around 7.30pm. actually, it's because i went to the pc fair to buy laptop..hehehe..you know la, need to choose, compare this and that...bla bla bla..haiz.

in fact, pc fair is like one of those events i wouldnt even consider to go unless it's really necessary. cuz i really hate crowded place...you don't even need to WALK to the stall you want, you were like being PUSHED by the crowd to any random stall.

okay, let's proceed with the jazz festival...
frankly speaking, this year's festival wasn't as great as last year's, quite disappointed loh.
summore the ticket price has gone up for this year, it's freaking 53 bucks okay?! sigh.

there was this korean family sitting beside me throughout the show, the dad is korean and the mum, i think is a penangnite, i think only lah. the son looks a bit like teenage jackie chan, hmm, much better looking and with smaller nose. hahahaha! the mum was talking to me when the show was about to end, she said:"yesterday's performances better, today's one like all sleeping one..." because of her "one one one" so i assume she is a penangnite instead of korean =P

冲啊!

Jeon Youngse Trio from Korea

Friend N Fellow from Germany
Ray Harris & The Fusion Experience from UK

Tran Manh Tuan Band from Vietnam

was trying the smile detection thingy, hence the forced smile :D :D

Andy Peterson Inc from Msia
it's sooooo hard to upload video here...arggh!
video
Tran Manh Tuan Band from Vietnam

video
Friend N Fellow from Germany


while waiting for her to finish talking on the phone, camwhore first la..
the festival ended around 12 something.

and the next day, i went redbox with them.
click to enlarge ba....see if you guys still remember them?

ooops! miss out 1 more person, and she is...


jiasiew! how come she becomes darker nowadays?

p/s: saw siau shan just before i wanted to pay for the parking fee...jiasiew couldnt recognise her lol...

Friday, December 5, 2008

酒矸倘卖无

多么熟悉的声音 陪我多少年风和雨
从来不需要想起 永远也不会忘记
没有天 那有地 没有地 那有家
没有家 那有你 没有你 那有我
假如你不曾养育我 给我温暖的生活
假如你不曾保护我 我的命运将会是什么
是你抚养我长大 陪我说第一句话
是你给我一个家 让我与你共同拥有它
虽然你不能开口说一句话
却更能明白人世间的黑白与真假
虽然你不会表达你的真情
却付出了热忱的生命
远处传来你多么熟悉的声音
让我想起你多么慈祥的心灵
什么时候你再回到我身旁
让我再和你一起唱
酒干倘卖无酒干倘卖无
酒干倘卖无酒干倘卖无

This is an old movie song~
but i think none of us will ever forget this song though we might not know who are the actors and actress...

i don't know why but i always recalled the lyrics when im free, tensed, happy or down.
no one should deny that it has a very meaningful lyrics!every word is worth for you to remember in you mind!~

Certainly, it always makes cool down my emotion and appreciate whatever people had done for me and what im having now~every effort, all the love which parents would give to their children is revealed in the lyrics. The world is never so evil and difficult because no matter how tough is it, they had built a home for me physically and mentally, to stay, to run-away, to feel their warmness, to have their love, and become the luckiest person again-- I feel so thankful~!!~

they might not always tell you how much they love you;
they might do something that will make you sad or angry;
they might not tell you that they are proud of you;
they might not ask you to be the top though they hope that you will succeed in your field

BUT,

do you know that they are upset when they couldn't fullfil your dreams?
do you know how complicated is their feeling when they realized you have grown up and can live independently without their protect and help?
do you know that its so difficult for them to make the decision to let you leave?
do you know that they miss you so much when you are not around?
do you know the only wish they have after you are borned is that you are happy,safe and healthy?
do you know they were once not belief on any religion but they are praying nowadays, hoping that you are protected and guarded by GOD?
do you know how much they scare to have a gap between you and them?

know or don't know?
know..but
what can we do in return?
didn't you realize that they actually leave nothing for us to do for them?
as they never want themselves to trouble us..
isn't it time for us to think about what can we do for them and
concern about them before they do??
they had done for us, why can't we?^^

Dedicated to all of us who had left the home for our future,our dreams;
who is going to leave...
Cheers...:)

ps: i feel so guilty while typing it..because i stayed awake until 4 to read...novel..!!! wasn't so gut lat during exam pun....
ao ye, called what in eng?:s

Exam Fever

Disease: Exam Fever

Definition: A condition with unexplained emotional and mental disturbances during exam period.

Aetiology: Exam , especially those that take very long duration and final exam

Predisposing Factors:

a) Students (especially at higher level)

b) Difficult courses (especially those which require plenty of time to study)

c) Multiple subjects

d) Crazy lecturer that like to give troubles to students~

Pathogenesis:

During exam week or month, patient will realize that they have tonnes of points and notes to study. They will be shocked that they are lack of time to study!! Therefore, for the first few days, they will concentrate and try to finish as much syllabus as possible. After that, they will feel tired and helpless as they don't have enough sleep and they always feel sleepy while studying! Next, they will fed up and lose control on their emotion! Then, they will start to skip topics and spot for the possible questions can be asked in exam.

Confidence comes back!!!

but, exam starts~~

Usually, only the first paper is able to be completely covered before exam. So, if the first paper is easy, patient may think that they can spot the questions correctly and take it easily. Suppose the paper is extremely hard, the patient will have triple stress for the following paper as they are not prepared well!! The first thing patient will do is cut down the sleeping time and eating time. This resulting the tiring body exhausted..and improper diet weakens body defence. So, patient is prone for infection and other disorders. As patient does not have enough time to rest, the condition will worsen until the exam finish.



Clinical Features:

Stress Ulcer, Fever (may be fastidious), headache, myalgia, excess eating, diarrhea, abdominal pain, confusion, disorientation, emotional disturbance, slow reaction time, insomnia, restlessness, tiredness, weakness, flu, sorethroat, always feel like falling sick, negative thinking, chest pain, breathlessness

Complications:
A F in the result slip, nutritional imbalance, impaired immune system, Stress, mental torture, madness



Treatment:

symptomatic treatment, proper diet and rest well.

Graduated or give up!

Risks ahead:
After getting used to the normal life, its even more difficult to force yourselve to study for the next exam; espcially in cutting down the sleeping time!

Prevention:

study before the exam--constant study (but its usually not applicable in playful patient)

Give more comment to the lecturer so that they will give a simplier paper!

No 'vaccine' til you graduate~



By--May Ow~~

Thursday, December 4, 2008

喜欢&爱

喜欢容易找, 爱不容易寻.
喜欢是用感觉, 爱是用心.

喜欢是一种欣賞, 爱是一种付出.
喜欢和爱感觉就在咫尺千里.

quoted from here

而, 你对你心中的那个他/她...





是喜欢, 还是爱呢?

Friday, November 28, 2008

Never in my life,
i feel so helpless.

but i know it will be alright...
just a matter of time.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Foolish may!

i sent 4 photos to a stranger last night!
including photos which are very personal which i din't even put it in facebook~~~
oh MY GOD!!!
stupid...what else can be used to describe me!?!?!?!?!
BAI CHI!!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Annual dinner 2008

THis is my last annual dinner in manipal..
what make i went to the function is to see the lecturers' performances...but...this year is a bit dissapointing loh....
and..i din't see venkat..the lecturer i think is the most handsome in india one!


what is this?
and this? i cut my face on the night before the annual dinner! so stupid..and they are really very painful!!!gosh...how to go with the bleeding red lines?!?!?!?!!?faint....

anyway, after make up (by valerie), i went...
and this is the dress you guess chosen for me..:)
Dr. Shobha K.L~ head of Microbiology

Dr. Ullas Kamath~Head of Biochemistry and he is the awarded best lecturer,voted my our batch~~:)

chen chuan was a bit blur..

Kean teong was on Indian suit
i din't upload much here...because the line is a bit sort zorr...and i have to upload one by one...so...for more photos---facebook!
but, the ultimately special and personal photos will be shown here only!:D:D


after that, we celebrated yeeyong and jien yeen birthday at KMC green
poor girl...became a cat already...

last few photos before the battery exhausted!

cute cute...^^

we are in frame?!
ok...i love this...so no comment...:D:D:D:D
more is coming after my exam....which is going to start in 3 days time...
study......
GOOD NIGHT^^