不知不觉，我回来槟城都有一个月了
i said this for the 4th time for today...
punish me!!
i didn't want to say rude words~ you guys know, i don't use rude words!
but im really verry very very very cannot tahan!!!!!!!!
oh my god!!
never seen such disorganized department one!!
4 lecturers are teaching and you have to learn 4 formats for one topic!
if one of the lecturers ask you to read 2 books, imagine how many books we are EXPECTED for one night?! i can't sleep for 2-3 hours per day only from now onwards can i?! NO! its unhealthy! and i guarantee nothing will be registered into my mind!!!
do some calculations: one night study 4 main topics, one topic is expected to read from more than one book, one book is probably at least 5 pages for each topic! at least 40 pages in one night...guys...im saying it..AT LEAST! my class finished at 6. even i don't take a nap, i eat bread as dinner, i don't online and i start studying by 6:30pm. how long do you think i can study? ok..lets say i study till 2pm. do you think i can read, understand, memorize, recall ALL?!! and complete all the assignments in time!?
impossible man!!!!
没有人能预料，
天，几时会塌下来；
地，何时会龟裂。
没有人能预料，
这一刻，是你人生的开始；
抑或是，你生命的句点。
在同一片天空下，
有人一夜致富，
有人骤然为贫。
在同一个大地上，
有人起死回生，
有人与你永诀！
人，
不管是天才或白痴，
都无法预知未来，
都无法改写阎王手中的生死簿。
人，
就算你机关算尽，
也不见得会活得比毫无心机的人来的久。
只要开心，
只要安康，
只要心安理得，
这，
不已经是最令人称羡的生活了嘛？
one of my batch mate had passed away this morning.
A shocking news to all of us. rest in peace Ganesha!
http://bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Sunday/Nasional/20100116233736/Article/index_html
If, one day, i left accidentally, i hope i could at least leave a last words to my loves one.
I,
want all my friends --especially shu xian, yi ying, carolyn, meizhi,justin, karen, xinyin, see min,jian fa, jian hao,yin ye, yee yong, waicheng, elsa, chee khang, chen chuan,kean chee, jien yeen, f4,swee en, soon yiu, shi san, kaixin , jeremy, jia shen, qianyi, kok, kok eon,loo hoang,ji yun, shir ling.... ..............
to live better than ever.
I want all my family members to stay happy and healthy.
remember my laughing, my noisy voices, my lousy jokes, my scolding, my style, my belief; gets motivated as i will always be with you all!:)
and ya, last but not least, currently, i hope HE will know that the girl who has gone used to like him..used to hope that he can treat her better..
hugz hugz..^^
我不需要别人天崩地裂的哭泣，
也不需要别人天天哀悼我。
我只希望，活着的人会继续珍惜我，
会在偶尔想起我时，会心地一笑！^^
有人说过，我像一块木
..能够伤害她
my hair has been chemicalized.
si si wen wen....
who is fairer?
let's adjust the photo so that kel can fit into the photo as well!
2 pigs...transformed from DRAGON!
we are little kids...naif...idiotic look...
back to the earth....
I MISS YOU!!huu....i survived for my monday morning posting and evening lectures and doing presentation's slides at night yesterday..after a night trip from penang to melaka! think i will try this more often since i was able to reach melaka by 6.30am!!
today wasn't a tiring day. yet i slept for 2 and a half hours after class.
i wished i didn't sleep that much if the bad dreams come later in my sleep!
it was a scary, dangerous yet funny dream.
here it goes..
I was in Penang. My aunty from Brunei came back to visit us and plan to have a dinner gathering. As my big aunt scolded my sister, we didn't fetch them but meet them in the restaurant itself. I wasn't driving my red wira, but my dad left his van for me. The van goes by itself without anyone controlling once the engine is started until the point where we meet traffic lights. Then, to make it move, we have to drive ourselves. Therefore, i have to drive the van to the restaurant without lisence! Nothing happened and we reached the restaurant safely.
after dinner, before we left, i met Joshua and Jack Tee. (well..i have totally NO IDEA how they would enter my dream, 日有所思，夜有所梦ｉｓ untrue for their case..i never thought about them pun!!!). their car has some problem..so i have to fetch them to their destination. However, i don't know why i fetch them to my house. Next, i was blocked by the police after i turned in to Jalan Besi. I was very steady and created a fantastic story to the police. The police was unable to charge me or what but have to let me go! whooray...also, from the moment onwards, Jack was chatting with me happily in the car. (he seldom talks to GIRLS!) then, they disappeared after we reached my house...Vanished....:p
the scene continued to my kitchen. Mum was cooking something delicious and my favourite to me. she was very concentrating on the dish, worrying that she cannot cook it perfectly! I was asked to go the minimarket to buy something. when i stepped out from the lift, i saw lightennig shines onto the ground. and then, it lights up the road and plantation and everything is in fire! more and more lightning shoots around my apartment and i could see my dad from far. he was asking me to save mummy..i called her, but she doesn't belief it and refused to come out to see the lightning as she wants to cook probably for me!
i ended up ran back to my house to drag my mum for lives. Women's tragedy..we were trying to pack some valueables..and so we couldn't escape! we were in fear of dying..and i regret for not knowing an answer..many thoughts came into my mind..and i realized that i miss the world. I haven't done many things! There are a lot of adventure and new experiences that i haven't explored because of idiotic theory i had in my mind.....I want to go on....
we died??
nope...
my dad came to save his wife and his daughter~!^^
~the end~
what is the moral of the dream...??
ps: why Joshua and Jack Tee will enter my dream!?!??!??????WHY???
if there is a year end post, so is this year...emm..beginning post?!
Im so glad that i can celebrate the very first day of the year in PENANG!!! after so many years~! yeah~~!!
Miracles..!!
i don't feel down anymore after i saw my parents and lied down on my bed..
i felt extremely comfortable and happy and safe!!
HOME, this is what we called?!
again, im lazy to leave the house already...haha...this is where i belonged to~~!!!!
Happy NEW YEAR~!!
to everyone...alright..to the stalker as well....but damn you~:)
ps: i m still waiting for 2 phone calls....! $^$#$!@##%^ faster call me ....fast....i cant wait le!!!!!!^^
First post of the year.
