Wednesday, June 4, 2008

VS


remember this lovely face?!

:)who will forget?
Its me, May!!
didn't see me for a long time le leh??
well...im quite upset as noone answered my call few days back...
pity pity...
first, i would like to make a statement that:
No one should touch my body, that is dissect my body, do forensic stuff after im dead!!!
maybe i will not specialize into forensic medicine anymore as i feel very upset seeing all the bodies being cut off after death...and my lec told me that we should clarify that before death!
yeah...you should be a professional to do that but the procedure of dissecting the body is just not the way i can manage with my morality..
Doctor VS Murderer
from all the suspect,if one of them is a doctor...never never think that the doc is never a murderer!
he is able and has the most ability and knowledge to kill in a skill that the person may be looked die due to commit suicide!
we have to learn all things about this gosh...interesting but you will realize that to be a good or a bad man...is just the matter how you carry things and how you think..一念之差will be the most suitable word i would use to describe! my lec told me some cases that she involved during her lectures..one, a First year medical student commited suicide by stabing herself with a knife!
she counted properly the location of the heart using her anatomy knowledge and killed! FIRST YEAR only man!!! Luckily im in second year le...:S
the other case was a homiside case..the lawyer was trying to give some excuses and cause of death, hoping that that may mislead people from child abuse case. but with the knowledge, my lec actually explained the possibilities of each excuse he gave and confirmed with the honour that it is a child abuse case! it sounds interesting to have a class like that, yeah, i enjoyed it~but when i think of the dead body...they are so pity...i would be thinking why am i have to cover my body so much during live as i will be seen by so many people after im dead?!
AND,
i start wondering....
Science, should i stucked my life to it?
am i suitable to take science? you know...i like those myth which does not has the basis of science...and just like what my mum said..live and death is seperated by 1 step only,beyond the step..you will be in the other 'WORLD'! how long you will live is fixed~is it true?

2 gimme more:

kelly-ing said...

hey dear
i miss you alot
things is always harsh to carry.
i know you've heard it thousand and hundred times,but i still gotta say that reality is always cruel and dreadful plus hurtful.
compromise them,compromise with loves,cares, and graces.
we shouldn't let others contaminate our souls.i know it's easier said than done.when things it's fixed,we don't look back,we look forward to deal with the troubles and enjoy the fun.
i just listened to Carrie Underwood's song- so small few min ago.it said ' sometimes that mountain you've been climbing it's just a grain of sand....when you figure out love is all that matter after all it sure makes everything else, seems so small'
i just wanna to let you know we love you big time no matter what.
just come to us alright.
i really do miss you alot mooooore than you could imagine.
love ya always

Sue-zy said...

haha, it's kinda weird to see you in the cute looking pic...
P/S: that day i didn't pick up the phone was because the phone wasn't with me that time...