its enough may....

我只是不想让自己找借口偷懒~~
我只要求进步。。。。
可是，不知不觉之中，
我变得贪得无厌。。
或许你会说这种贪心是种激励~~没怎样！
可是我却说---够了！！

im very stress now...help me....
because of the stupid schedule...and the brain...
why is it the brain (specimen) wants to kill my brain??

本是同根生，相煎何太急
?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!????????????????????

shit!


actually,im quite down for these a few days...
especially last week...
my grand uncle---grandma's brother has passed away...
my grandma is admitted to the hospital and she is still being observing there..
my uncle was admitted too but has discharged!...
see...so many things happen together...
and the stupid schedule for this block is driving me crazy...because i will have a very tense final 2 months before i go back to MALAYSIA!!!was shocked by the timetable...so unfair to us!!
that's why...i live in fear now..
i don't understand why im always afraid that i may not able to see someone i love and concern when i go back...ALWAYS..
the fear has been hauting me since i reached india...or even as early as when i was in malaysia...especially now........ >.<

sad feeling im facing...
but i don't mind telling...who cares those stupid fellows who said that we shouldn't make other ppl sad!!!!!!!...HA!!!!

WHO DARES TO SAY I CANNOT VOICE OUT MY SADNESS HERE,LEAVE ROOM FOR 3 FOREVER!!! YOU ARE NOT WELCOMED!!

bluek.....:p