can i not say goodbye this time?

i do admit that i'm more to the sentimental kind of person (eventhough i might, MIGHT look tough from the outside at times..)

i tend to get all emotional when it comes to bidding goodbye.

and it's december already.

a month that i've been waiting for....

a month that friends are leaving one by one...

a month that makes me recall things...realize stuff...

it's not easy.

it's not easy to say goodbye to you when i don't even know when will we meet again.

it's not easy to hold back the emotion when everything seems unusually overwhelming at the moment.

it's not easy to bid the final goodbye, looking straight at your face without having the urge to tear...

sometimes i feel like...

leaving without saying goodbye, is actually better in some way.

saying goodbye is never an easy thing,

but you never said that you'd stay forever...

- Love Will Leave You Back

p/s: things happen for a reason.

i don't know the reason,

but you happened.