On my 20th^^

20 YEARS..
i've been this world for 20 years already..
finally, alright!


maybe i was laughing at people too much before i turn 20, many people are very happy to have me leaving teenage group and join the 20 group~~


i thought i don't mind to be 20, in fact, i hope to grow up faster so that no one will say im XXyears old by looking at my face only!
but, when the reality comes, i don't think i would like to be 20~
it seems that it indicates the beginning of another page of my life--a life filled with responsibility and maturity..


i don't understand why but it just make me think that i can no longer be rebel, i shouldn't waste my time for nothing.....


many thoughts in my mind, different feeling for my 20..


want to make some changes to myself,but from where and how to start?!
for sure, i want to keep myself away from type A personality;


i will try to take everything easy including my life, exam，relationship...


i will become a daughter, a sister , a friend that you can rely on..from now onwards..


To start with all this, i went to Jog's fall~

well..to clarify something here...its a waterfall, not a place for you to JOG!

seen at 12 noon~

see the rainbow????

oh... so high....so, why don't we go down to the nature and have a close contact with it?

2000 somthing steps and rocky road...we are still at the steps = easy way!

half way of the rocky one...

oh no, so dangereous~~

my friend was going to give up le...:p

the height of the hill...but the journey is not end yet...

water from the sky..plus mineral of the stones..

take a break, take a shadow....2 pm?

hyper-ing....

group photo...4 malay 4 chinese

i jump you jump? where are you???

after a tiring but adventurous journey....

i had whole body pain on the next day...hardly can move...but everything is worth it!!

not easy to go down and climb up...

the rocky stones will just stop you anytime!

and luckily i took the journey..it makes my 20 no regret..~:)

回顾我２０年的生涯。。有起有落吧？

总算是有美好的回忆－－翘嘴的小婴孩，天真的小玩童，顽皮的小学生，叛逆的中学期，奢侈的学院生……

孤独的医学生？

哈～没想到，我是这样形容自己２０年来的经历～！

或许，我摆脱不了的是我吱吱咋咋的样子吧？

不知道……总觉得过去的不可能回来，经历过的不可能从来～

我将来会为多少决定后悔？我也不知道？

如果２１岁是成长成人的岁数，我现在应该是在彷徨的时刻？还是在为将来策划的年纪？

浑浑厄厄……糊里糊涂……ｈａｉｚ．．．．

悲观中…………

The Twenties

May, no need to deny anymore...from now onwards, you're joining the BIG 20 with me and kel.
So say goodbye to your sweet 19! =P
Naneenanee bubu~~

Something super weird happen on your bday...
last year, i lost my wallet
this year, kel lost her IC
what a coincidence!!!
Creepy?

this pic reminds me of something really really FUNNY..you guys remember? the tripod and camera incident?

Oh yea, May..

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!

什么是爱情？ＷＨＡＴ ＩＳ ＬＯＶＥ？

PS: SO SORRY JUSTIN,KAREN..hehe...my english is too poor for me to type this out:p
maybe sue can help me up with the translation?:p

本来，这个题目是给另外一个人的~
毕竟，以她现在的心境，经历与感受是写这题目的不二人选！

可是，刚刚在读书时，突然发现其实以third person's perspective　来完成这题目的话，说不定也会别有一番滋味？

认识我的人都知道，我没有谈过恋爱；简单来说，我不知情为何物～
或许我和朋友之间的话题很少停留在爱情上；
也没有人和我分享过那是什么样的情感～
可是，来到这里之后，才发现以我现在的年纪，
没有谈过恋爱，连暗恋都没有实在是不可思议~

几个月前，无意间，收到了远方的炸弹sms,才知道有个死党在谈恋爱了！
说实在的，我很惊讶~尤其那个男的还是我认识的~~
替她感到高兴，
可是下一秒，
突然发现，我竟然会不知所措！
我不知道应该如何和她或他相处，无法想象时常嘲笑别的情侣的我，会用怎样的语气，眼光和字眼来对待他们，毕竟，我衷心地希望，她能开心~

不知道应该说是庆幸或无缘，我回去马来西亚时，并没有遇到他！
可是，
却意外地发现，
她，
不像我想象中的开心--她凭天多了几分多愁善感，会闷闷不乐，自我封闭……一切一切恋爱中的女生所有的symptoms都有了~（可能你没有发现？）
我开始在发呆时想：什么是爱情？
小说上，戏剧里，电影内，都在不停的灌输我这笨脑袋--爱情=甜蜜，幸福，痛苦，焦虑……
骗人的吧？！哪有这样的东西？’这是我一惯有的反应。
对我而言，爱情是爱情！
别告诉我，没有爱情我活不下去--shit!
'如果我失去他，我就不想活了！”--丫屎啦！
同样的，我仍然不认为爱情可以左右我的人生~
我的生活，我计划，天决定！
爱情，最多可以融入我的生活，可是它永远不可能成为我生命的主轴！
虽然，很多朋友都告诉我，当爱情降临时，你是挡也挡不了的~
可我请问，是不是当你有了爱情，理智，责任，抱负，理想都可以置之脑后呢？
我依然认为，被爱情冲昏头的人是愚蠢的，不值得的！

或许，它能让你如沐春风；可，它就不会让你伤痕累累吗？

还是比较向往执子之手，与子偕老的承诺吧？
喜欢像郭靖，黄蓉心心相惜，心灵相通却是纯真无比的感情~
（如果有看射雕英雄传的话）
或许我比较保守？
不知道……我只知道，我宁愿一直相敬如宾，也不要成为欲望的奴隶~（虽然我有看网络言情小说，可是还是不相信一段以做爱为基础的感情能last多久！）
也许，‘王宝钗苦守寒窑18年’适合我吧？^_*

我和印度的朋友有一点差别，他们很少享受或珍惜朋友之间的默契，信任和信念~
=〉有了男朋友，难免会疏远朋友，情愿为他付出~他们的看法~
我呢？呵呵…………

以我们的默契，我深信无人能取代我；正如你在我心里根深蒂固~

我们共同的信念，让我能在烦杂的生活里找到力量，

因为我知道总会有人默默地支持我~

相互间的信任使我坚信，你会为自己作出最恰当的决定来恢复你一惯的笑容~

ps: 最近看太多小说和电影……竟然有10%突然很怕你（to whom it may concern）会咩乜灭也..:p


现在写起来，轻描淡写～
经历过后，回头来看，我是否会笑我现在的无知与可笑？！
或许，看到这里的你已经笑作一团了吧？

May^^

I Bruise Easily Too

You're not alone May, i bruise easily too.
got myself some bruises during the hols *sigh*

got this from playing pool...so you can imagine how rough i played =P

got this one (on my left knee) from the edge of my computer table, a particular spot where me and my sis called "黑区". compare this to other bruises, you will know why we call it 黑区 lol...

another one on my right knee (kinda faded already) forgot where i got it =P

dedicate this song to both of us...haha...
Natasha Bedingfield's I Bruise Easily (acoustic version)

i bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me...

To May:

isn't this better than the ghostly one? lol...

decision making syndrome~~

I have to make many decisions for these few days..though non of them are important~!!:s

go to egypt or nepal?

want to go to mumbai during deepavali holidasy?

which is the best plan to follow?

which dress is better for annual dinner?

which one?????

oh.....

im playing basketball again recently..maybe i will join interbatch game..

but on the first formal practice, i got the bruise..

not by the ball, by the players!!!

gosh....

god knows how they can push me out from the center to the semicircle for 3points shooting line..

and make this bruising mark on my fair arm!!

so mean...come on...its just a game...a sports game! the way they played was like if they cant get the ball they cannot survive!~sai hmm sai ar??

ask 2 players to block me just because im tall?what kind of logic is this!?!?!!!!!

Let me sing this....

I BRUISE EASILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

down and bothered.

Been feeling very moody lately.
Never know that from uni application to accommodation application and to visa application can be so stressful.

APART from these, there are other stuff that bothering me too. some stuff. But the problem is that i don't even know who to turn to, i seriously want someone to talk to, someone who i can trust, someone who is supportive. Yet the ironic part is, even though there is such person, in the end, i find it really hard to actually pour everything out. Even if i did, there's a high chance i'll regret after that. i just don't know why.
Maybe it's my nature to build up a wall to prevent others to see what i'm actually thinking, cuz i'm afraid that once they have access to my thought, my feelings..they'll start to abuse and manipulate it. kinda scary isn't it?
There were times where i was this close to give up what i've been holding on for so long, little did i know that i don't have the guts to do so, because most probably there is NO turning back once letting it go.

Too many unknowns, hence the insecurities.
am i making the right choice at the very beginning? or i was wrong for all these while?
perhaps only time will tell...

p/s: kel, did you know that your sms-es actually cheer me up at the right time?

a small gesture like that is enough to make my day. SERIOUSLY.

WHO ELSE?!

THIS POST IS MAINLY TO CLARIFY THAT IM NOT AUNTY!!

EXCEPT ME, WHO ELSE IS 19 HERE?!!!????? HUH?!
I WAS BORNED IN 1988 , 26 OCT!
NOW, NO MATTER YOU ARE IN INDIA, MALAYSIA OR AUS, ITS 10 OCT 2008!
YAO PAI FOR ME TO TURN 20!!!!
WAKAKAKAKAKA....
for those who is going to be 21...pai seh ya....
im so young....if you want to blame...my parents will be the only target...but you are never allowed to do so..!!^^

May

Good News For My Daddy...

Australia, New Zealand Dollars Post Biggest Drops in 25 Years

Oct. 10 (Bloomberg) -- Australia's currency plunged this week by the most since it began trading freely in December 1983 as stocks slumped worldwide, prompting investors to cut holdings of higher-yielding assets funded with loans in Japan...

To read the full article, click here
and about the exchange rate, click here

Smile^^

一人在辦公室老是放響屁，同事忍不住說：你放屁能不能不要出聲？
後來便見他坐在 那搖來晃去抖個不停，問：你幹什麼？
回答說：我調成振動的了~~

兒子每晚要和媽媽睡。媽說：你長大了娶了媳婦也和媽睡呀？
兒答：嗯
媽說：那你媳婦怎麼辦？
兒說：讓她跟爸睡!
爸聽後激動的說：這孩子從小就懂事!

一條警犬看到馬路上過來一條普通狗，就氣勢凶凶地跑去質問它：我是警犬，你是什麼東西？
普通狗不屑一顧地看看它說：蠢貨，看清楚點，
老子是便衣

食人族父子打獵，其子擒一瘦子，其父曰：放，沒肉！
其子又擒一胖子，其父 曰：放，太膩!
其子又擒一美女，其父曰：帶回家，晚上把你媽吃了!

大熊貓生日，吹滅生日蠟燭後，朋友們問它，許了什麼願望。
大熊貓回答說：我這輩子有２個最大的願望,
一個是希望能把我的黑眼圈治好，還有一個嘛！就是希望我也能照張彩色照片。

兩隻青蛙相愛了，結婚後生了一隻蛤蟆。
公青蛙見狀大怒說：賤人！怎麼回事？
母青 蛙哭著說：他爹，認識你之前我去整過容啦!!

鴨子和螃蟹賽跑，一起到達終點，難分勝負。
裁判說：你們來個剪刀石頭布吧？
鴨子 大怒：媽的！算計我呀？我一出是布，他總是出剪刀哩!!!

狗對熊說：嫁給我吧，我會給你幸福的。
熊：才不要呢，嫁給你只會生狗熊，我要去嫁給貓，生個熊貓才尊貴呢！

cheers!!
sry justin..if you want to read...:p:p:p

Did You Know?

Came across these interesting facts lately.
Let's see which one you find it most absurb, amazing or unbelievable shall we?

1. The "Guinness Book of Records" holds the record for being the most stolen book in public libraries
2. Bats always turn left when exiting a cave
3. The sound you hear when you crack your knuckles is actually the sound of nitrogen gas bubbles bursting
4. A jellyfish is 95% water
5. Donald Duck was banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants (hahahaha!!!)
6. You spend 2 weeks of your life waiting for the traffic light to turn green
7. The IKEA catalouge is the only book that has been printed in more copies than the Bible
8. Snails can sleep up to 3 years!
9. You can't create a folder called "con" in Microsoft Windows
10. Right-handed people live, on average, 9 years longer than left-handed people (sobz, not fair!)
11. The most common name in the world is Muhammad
12. Only 1% of bacteria cause disease
13. The dot over the letter "i" and "j" is called a tittle
14. A pair of D cups weighs about 15 to 23 pounds (hahaha...no thanks)
15. You share your birthday with at least 9 million other people in the world
16. More people are killed annually by teddy bears (choking hazard) than by grizzly bears
17. Barbie's fullname is Barbara Millicent Roberts
18. A duck's quack doesn't make an echo
19. There are no clock in Las Vegas casinos
20. Women have fewer brain cells than men, the male brain contains approx 23 billion brain cells while women have about 19 billion

-to be continued-

Mengapa kamu datang begitu late?

Mengapa kamu datang begitu LATE?

nah...if you tell the Menteri Pendidikan in malaysia that this is the malay standard of a medical student plus a candidate who scored A in BM, they will be shocked, frustrated, and...what else??

this is the question i asked when i saw my malay friends who came late to the Raya Party...

so embrassing!!!6 or 8 malay plus my 2 chinese friends had no idea what i was trying to say..silent between us for 30 seconds i guess?!...haiz...after that, i LEARNED that late=LEWAT!!!

Anyway, the malay food was delicious!!

got roti jalak, laksa johor....and COOKIES!!!!

our gang was gathered in a room and have cookies non-stop...after finished trying 4 types of cookies, we hunted for another 4...and i think we had all types of cookies they brought from MALAYSIA!:D:D

im pretty chi cham these 2 days...

ulcer in mouth, crack lips, diarrhea and abdominal discomfort....

i had just realized that the worst sickness is not diarrhea nor flu...sorethroat?nope!

is ulcer...it makes your mouth swell thus your face will become rounder, cannot talk,moodless as cannot laugh properly, cannot eat many things...have to starve as you will try to have as least food as possible!!!

excited to see i post a man's photo in the blog?!

hehe...don't be too happy...he is yummy yummy burger~~

was someone 'Mr. right' but definitely not me loh!!:p

i told you girls that i saw him during the lantern festival...should be the correct person...??

so difficult to capture his photo...

just for you---XXX ( KEL or SUE )!?^_* admit yourself lah....hahaha...!!!

in case you don't know, let me tell you that i love peanut butter!!

LOVE!!

how about seaweed?! yeah....i like it too...

so i bought the above 4 biscuits to INDIA!

but...how can it be so bad when peanut butter mix with seaweed!?!

im so regret to bring so many packets here!

REMEMBER, don't buy the left and the right hand side one...it will make your life miserable, make you anoresia (unless you want to keep fit!!~~;) )

I think im becoming a typical girl now..

last time i used to wonder why girls apply so many things on their body and face which is soooo troublesome...but, look at what the above photo showing...

im using them almost everyday...and i think they are not all!?still got one or 2 i forgot include in the photo...hell....how much time i had spend for this????*^#*@&*(*&^*&#

Finally, my roomate bought a mirror few days back...

isn't this is what we usually do when we are standing in front of a mirror??:D

失落非主流

Personally i think this is the nicest song from jay chou's latest album, capricorn 魔杰座
repeated this song for N times already =P

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢
怎麽了 你累了 说好的
幸福呢 我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦淹了
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

In Case You're Wondering...

May, you have missed these...

outing(s) with us

apartment stay (does this remind you of some terms such as sun zhong san, patung..etc?)

remember the upland international school just opposite the apartment? The view of the school after and during heavy rain..love the football field!

a night out by the beach, along with strong waves which scared the hell outta kel!

pool

haha, does this post make your life miserable?! =P