忍，也要忍得有尊严

到底还要这样下去多久？

容忍你，频频的道歉，不是因为我觉得我错，
是因为我不想因为些小到需要用放大镜才看到的事情，而破坏我们之间的感情。

可是，我的忍耐度，真的是一天比一天减少了。
请你不要把我的宽容，当作是你可以继续放肆的理由。

如果有那么一天，
我觉得这一切再也不值得的时候，

我会放弃得彻底。


我不想因为你，而失去原本的自己。
忍，也要忍得有尊严

人，还是要最爱自己比较好。

Taken For Granted

They said people don't know what they have, until they lost it.

Truth is, people know what they had, just that.. they never thought they will lose it. 

唯一的解脱

伤心，委屈，生气，失望，无奈

哭，并不代表我认输。

哭，也并不代表我是弱者。

只是，当时的心情，我言语上无法表达，

而哭，是唯一的解脱。

然而，觉得每次掉了眼泪，自己好像变得更坚强了。

“加油” 我对自己说 “哭过就好了”

5-1-2012

I know today is your birthday..sue...

i was very very happy today until the evening when i received a sms after class...

I somewhat cannot be happy again..

remember my Zhang lao shi..who taught me calligraphy?? he passed away d..

I alwaysa fraid someone will pass away when im away from home..and when it does happen..i seriously got a slap on my face and dunno how to react... I was such a student who seldom listen to teacher.. sarcastically, the teacher that i respect and treasure the most leave the earliest... I would say he is the only teacher that teach me everything, attitude, behaviour, manners, patience, confident, skills... always encourage me and feel happy for every achievements his students get. and i seriously can chit chat with him.. tell him what's my fear, share with him bits and there of fun..

haiz...

树欲静而风不止...is not only applicable to parents...whoever you feel thankful to him, whoever you appreciate... whoever means a lotz to you..always treasure the time together before everything goes too late...

把握当下，珍惜眼前人.....

I will always remember what you taught me... always appreciate my friendship with jian fa, jian hao, sze kee, cindy, su yun or even karying, yuwei, and other people.. it was you who made us meet, know each other and become good friends.. i shall never forget to become a good daughter, a good person....