Out of the blue.

[wanted to post this last night, but due to sucky internet connection, so yea.. >.<]

out of the blue, i read back some previous posts in the blog.

and then it makes me realized that how emotional i could be at times, i'm not saying that i'm not as emotional as before (maybe i am, maybe i'm not?)

anyway, after putting into some thoughts, i think I've grown up in some way, which is good.

given the same shitty situation back then, i might get pissed/angry/disappointed/or whatsoever..

but for now, i would probably react in a different kind of way.

instead of blurting out words that i might regret of saying, i choose to stay silent.

instead of accusing others for disappoint me, i choose to look at my own self and reflect.

instead of finding faults at others, i prefer self evaluation.

people were not born to please us.

we are responsible for our own happiness, isn't it so? =S

things really happen for a reason, no matter it's bad or good.

in the end, you'll get something, at least something in return.

Be it a lesson, experience, a-slap-in-the-face that wakes you up, anything...

p/s: how i wish i have selective memory loss.