What IF?

A daydreamer like me...
will always think of...everything starts with

IF
IF, i was borned in ancient time
--in a rich family, i may become a dictator like wu ze tian
--in a poor family, i may be depressed or become a 'bitch' who is willing to do ANYTHING just to reach the goals...
its very awful as i know i should satisfy with what i have but i just can't stop myself from being greedy!

IF, i was borned in a very well-mannered family?(as like we can't tell joke with your parents, always have to say thank you,sorry...whatever..!! what they say is an order!)
---well i be who i am now??
i will become more rebelling or a more pollite person?

IF,my life isn't that in the way i plan?
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is kinda useless to think so many IFs...
but...
IF,
i don't leave malaysia?
if my dad cannot afford me to come here? and i have to stay in f6 and break my head to enter U?
if i don't want to become a doc?
what will i be?

if i can go back to the beginning? can 回到原点？

when life is getting better in india..i mean after i had adapted to this environment,
i missed everything in malaysia less (i won't deny this~)
but...i think i was wrong...
at least..i miss my home..my family my friends...
i may not miss the food , shopping or what...but i miss the places with memories...

是谁发明了‘家’这个字？

如果我从来都不认识它,

我的生活会少些烦恼，

还是多了苦闷？寂寞？

这到底是谁的错？？

是发明了这字的人？

还是建立家的人？！

found something....
Based on my birthday---
You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Traveling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after. Your Love, You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.

i think im very tired recently...
severe headache...cannot sleep properly at night...
haha...was sleeping from 1.30 til 5 pm! geng!?!!

May-
ps: I love you!
---is a good movie..:p