不是你，是吗？

before i continue, there's one thing i need to clarify...

KEL, i'm not referring to you, neither to MAY (anything relates to you both, i will tell directly de ma~) =P so there's no need to be paranoid ler ...

and have faith in me k? hehe...i know you always do!! =D

有些人，

一开始对他/她一点好感都没有，反而还有点反感

时间久了，

才发现他/她并不是那么差，

两人的关系就这样渐渐好起来

有些呢，

会让你觉得很庆幸，好像多了个较谈得来的，比较知心的朋友

到头来，

他/她

只不过是如此...

p/s:不要随便对号入座哦...

这完全是本人立场 =)

p/p/s: 最近突然迷上了jay chou 的<搁浅>和<轨迹>, 真是百听不厌! xD

Happy Birthday

Since noone wishes me here...
Let me syok sendiri!

Im officially 21 years old le...

or i should wait till the next monday which is my lunar birthday?!

hehe....
thanks to yi ying who makes my dream comes true...i always daydreaming that one day anyone of you will come and visit me...and she did....i was so excited...time is limited ...hopefully the time can stop at the moment i saw you~
stop saying sorry dear...please...haha...
if not i will feel sorry to ask you not to say sorry to me d!!!:D

soon...we will have new photos for our blog..im waiting for it Sue~!
so im waiting for you sue~!^^

hugz~~~

The dreadful week

Wheeeeee!!! (and groan after that...)

finally, it's the last week of my last semester here.

hmm, we've came a loooooong way to reach this stage.

but most of us are still being dragged down by those which seem like never-ending coursework.. for me, they include a 3000words of biochemistry research topic essay,a presentation and a biotech test to get over and done with.

can't officially start my revision yet...*sigh*

why would they give us so much coursework where our internal marks only worth like 25% to 30% of the overall marks?

tension's building up, and everyone is rushing to complete their assignments, or whatever it is.

at least i'm not alone hehe... ^.^

by the way, sometimes the thought of going back so soon scares me...it's not like i don't want to go back, but i just want to spend a little bit more time here. there are still A LOT of places i haven't explore yet for GOD's sake! one year is really not enough...

don't think i'm gonna continue honours here already, since i don't even bother to apply for it. unless i suddenly change my mind, but that would be very unlikely.

planning to continue masters, but a part of me just wanna take a break from studies for the moment. it has been years of studying, don't you feel sick of it? i know i DO.

when i'm indecisive, i let time tells.

but for now, it's time to conquer those coursework and then...the finals!

goodluck finishing all those assignments peeps! =D

p/s: a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my 重色轻妹's bro! >.<

p/p/s: ahh! i've spoilt my 3rd earpiece here. GREAT!

T____T

the burst mode always remind me of my sister hahaa...xD

saja =P

now i understand why guailou-s love the sun so much..

i LOVE it too! spring is FINALLY here. for real..

and for both of you, HAVE FUN in malacca...

though it's without me! =P

Something's pulling us apart

People DO change (for the worse)

another true yet sad...sad fact :(

last night i was looking through my msn chat history, and actually read some of them.

particularly conversation between me and...

erm, let's call this person "xxx"

me and xxx used to have so many things to talk about in msn, and in real life too, face-to-face.

eventhough we saw each other quite often, the topic we had can said to be endless. when we were together, we talked, we laughed, we played pranks at each others, we told each other stuff...etc..still in msn, we still can chat like we've never seen each other for ages!

however, i've suddenly came to realise..

these days me and xxx have lesser and lesser things to talk or share with each other..

it hit me.

i hate to admit that we're drifting apart.

i've no idea since when, but it's happening...

i always think that being busy is an excuse, a really lame one.

you MAKE time for people and things that you treasure and love

可能大家的生活圈子不同了

接触的人事物也不同

我觉得很可惜，真的很可惜...

我以为我们可以是很要好的朋友

now, the distance

the awkwardness

the memories

and most of all, the feeling of losing a real good friend...

sigh.

p/s: perhaps any form of relationship that succumbed to the pressure of time, distance, and some God-know-what factors...

wasn't that genuine after all.