Living with hope

Everyone is giving me hope...
but you never give me..!

should i continue to dream??

can i not say goodbye this time?

i do admit that i'm more to the sentimental kind of person (eventhough i might, MIGHT look tough from the outside at times..)

i tend to get all emotional when it comes to bidding goodbye.

and it's december already.

a month that i've been waiting for....

a month that friends are leaving one by one...

a month that makes me recall things...realize stuff...

it's not easy.

it's not easy to say goodbye to you when i don't even know when will we meet again.

it's not easy to hold back the emotion when everything seems unusually overwhelming at the moment.

it's not easy to bid the final goodbye, looking straight at your face without having the urge to tear...

sometimes i feel like...

leaving without saying goodbye, is actually better in some way.

saying goodbye is never an easy thing,

but you never said that you'd stay forever...

- Love Will Leave You Back

p/s: things happen for a reason.

i don't know the reason,

but you happened.

Definite HOLIDAYS!

Anyone please definite holidays for me?!

or maybe we can do some calculations first:
3 days of holidays = 72 hours
no evening class on thursday= extra 11 hours
no suitable bus available on sunday= have to spend the last 18 hours in melaka

so in total, how many hours are left for me to spend in Penang?!

65 hours!

ONLY!!!

yet, i need to spend 16 hours to travel!!!!!

what a miserable holidays?!
is tooooo short to go back home; too long if i ain't go anywhere!!

im just too tired..
how i wish when i wake up in the morning tomorrow, i can see mama's face, or hear papa's voice, or touch jiejie's hands?!

for the whole day after i came back to melaka from penang, i CAN'T BREATHE!!

Why, why now?

Only for the BOTH of you.

Enter Passwords