Mad.

after so long, i still cannot get enough of this.

Ne-yo's song + the whole choreograph = perfect! xD

ohh..and the last part when the both of them doing the "wave" thingy...so nice laa!

"girl, i don't wanna go to bed mad at you..

and i don't want you to go to bed mad at me~"

btw, i'm waiting...waiting....and waiting...

for my first paper (while others already started theirs and one of my friends even finished his ALREADY! urgh...) oh well, looking on the bright side, i've more time to slack study! =S

hmm, must start practising to sleep and wake up early dee. MUST!

Why do i feel like this?

why do i feel like a pregnant lady whenever exams are near?

i have cravings for certain food.

i experience dizziness out of nowhere.

i literally feel like puking when i stare at the notes/past year papers for a period of time

pain here pain there...

not to mention mood swing and get pissed at petty stuff.

urgh!

2 more weeks man, 2 more weeks..

please, please hang in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

self reminder: stop thinking nonsense and other craps, just focus on your bloody lecture notes and those past year papers.

by the way, it's kinda pathetic that nowadays the person who makes me laugh the most is a fictional character.

and he's none other than SHELDON COOPER!

seriously i'm sooooo into him right now =D

whenever i feel like i can't take it anymore...

the big bang theory is my saviour!

Expectations vs Outcomes

Everyone understands that the higher an expectation, the more the disappointment.
in addition to that, an expectation also does affect the outcome of an event.
the more you expect, the more stressful your life will be.
but, is a stressful life always ended up with a bad outcome?
it depends~~

sometimes, i think that the tension is actually why i can do as expected..and at most of the time, i enjoy the outcome~
people may think that its unnecessary to aim so high,
but i have just realized that i don't really mind how much the stress i experienced as long as i have what i expected.
as long as the outcome is satisfactory, i don't mind how tough the process is.

for this moment, these are what i realized.

maybe im just too rebellious..

UNFAIR

things are always unfair, or we always make things unfair.
i'm sorry for not playing fair, and i'm sorry for the unfair-ness

it's always the best solution to stay where we are when you don't wanna things to change

sadly, things keep changing as we make them change

I do not expect you to understand and i dun really hope you do

there's always things that keep us from moving forward

there's always things that keep us struggle for so long that we don't even remember what was it already

there's always things that keep us from changing to the bad and to the good

there's always things that keep us alert in the future

there's always things that keep us afraid all the time

there's always things that keep us sad after the sunny bright day



but dear friend, i wish we can make things change, to the better

no matter what is it



PEACE : )