UNFAIR

things are always unfair, or we always make things unfair.
i'm sorry for not playing fair, and i'm sorry for the unfair-ness

it's always the best solution to stay where we are when you don't wanna things to change

sadly, things keep changing as we make them change

I do not expect you to understand and i dun really hope you do

there's always things that keep us from moving forward

there's always things that keep us struggle for so long that we don't even remember what was it already

there's always things that keep us from changing to the bad and to the good

there's always things that keep us alert in the future

there's always things that keep us afraid all the time

there's always things that keep us sad after the sunny bright day



but dear friend, i wish we can make things change, to the better

no matter what is it



PEACE : )

Smile^^

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Kiss passionately, Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
But as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful

:)

I bid you goodbye

it has been 2 years plus since we officially started our relationship.

it was quite a tough journey then..

as i didn't really understand you well,

and we also didn't have much in common..

you thought i could read your mind, but you were being too ambiguous.

there were times when you made me stayed up all night, just to spend time with you...

tried to give up though i could't imagine how my future would be without you..

i'd probably feel like a dumbass.

you're so important to me.

but now, it's time to move on.

we're done!

no more biochemistry lectures,

no more biochemistry tutorials,

no more biochemistry pracs,

no more biochemistry presentations and assignments! =D

but i won't forget our last date, set on 18th of nov..

that's the time where you'll find out how much i had LOVED you xD

p/s: finally i've watched "Closer", a movie which recommended by a friend years ago (yes, years ago!)...and yea, Jude Law is still as hot as usual =P

the movie tagline caught my attention anyway

"if you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking"

hmm..interesting...

Dan: You think love is simple. You think the heart is like a diagram.
Larry: Have you ever seen a human heart? It looks like a fist, wrapped in blood!

Larry: You don't know the first thing about love, because you don't understand compromise.

true.

I thought ...

note: This post is not pin-pointing may and sue as well!!

I thought we're kinda friend ...
I thoguht i've been a good friend ...
I thoguht you understand ...
I thought i've knew ...
I thought i was right ...
I thoguht i've changed ...
I thought i've learnt ...
I thoguht we grew better ...
I thoguht we're both mature ...
I thought you're good enough ...
I thought i'm kinda an important friend to you ...
I thought i've done enough for being a friend ...
I thought compromis-ation involves two party ...

Apparently there is always some spaces for us to grow
but i find myself coping with it better this round: )

YET i always playing the role who compromises things
is it a good thing or a bad one?

Sometimes compromise making me weak, and it rides against my will
though my heart tells me i am WRONG, so wrong everytime when i confront myself

so we keep on learning ...
and I pray we all learn from our mistakes : )
mistakes are essential anyway
and there's always disagreement between us, i mean all of us
while comprehension makes the heart smiles~