The Twenties

May, no need to deny anymore...from now onwards, you're joining the BIG 20 with me and kel.
So say goodbye to your sweet 19! =P
Naneenanee bubu~~

Something super weird happen on your bday...
last year, i lost my wallet
this year, kel lost her IC
what a coincidence!!!
Creepy?

this pic reminds me of something really really FUNNY..you guys remember? the tripod and camera incident?

Oh yea, May..

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!

什么是爱情？ＷＨＡＴ ＩＳ ＬＯＶＥ？

PS: SO SORRY JUSTIN,KAREN..hehe...my english is too poor for me to type this out:p
maybe sue can help me up with the translation?:p

本来，这个题目是给另外一个人的~
毕竟，以她现在的心境，经历与感受是写这题目的不二人选！

可是，刚刚在读书时，突然发现其实以third person's perspective　来完成这题目的话，说不定也会别有一番滋味？

认识我的人都知道，我没有谈过恋爱；简单来说，我不知情为何物～
或许我和朋友之间的话题很少停留在爱情上；
也没有人和我分享过那是什么样的情感～
可是，来到这里之后，才发现以我现在的年纪，
没有谈过恋爱，连暗恋都没有实在是不可思议~

几个月前，无意间，收到了远方的炸弹sms,才知道有个死党在谈恋爱了！
说实在的，我很惊讶~尤其那个男的还是我认识的~~
替她感到高兴，
可是下一秒，
突然发现，我竟然会不知所措！
我不知道应该如何和她或他相处，无法想象时常嘲笑别的情侣的我，会用怎样的语气，眼光和字眼来对待他们，毕竟，我衷心地希望，她能开心~

不知道应该说是庆幸或无缘，我回去马来西亚时，并没有遇到他！
可是，
却意外地发现，
她，
不像我想象中的开心--她凭天多了几分多愁善感，会闷闷不乐，自我封闭……一切一切恋爱中的女生所有的symptoms都有了~（可能你没有发现？）
我开始在发呆时想：什么是爱情？
小说上，戏剧里，电影内，都在不停的灌输我这笨脑袋--爱情=甜蜜，幸福，痛苦，焦虑……
骗人的吧？！哪有这样的东西？’这是我一惯有的反应。
对我而言，爱情是爱情！
别告诉我，没有爱情我活不下去--shit!
'如果我失去他，我就不想活了！”--丫屎啦！
同样的，我仍然不认为爱情可以左右我的人生~
我的生活，我计划，天决定！
爱情，最多可以融入我的生活，可是它永远不可能成为我生命的主轴！
虽然，很多朋友都告诉我，当爱情降临时，你是挡也挡不了的~
可我请问，是不是当你有了爱情，理智，责任，抱负，理想都可以置之脑后呢？
我依然认为，被爱情冲昏头的人是愚蠢的，不值得的！

或许，它能让你如沐春风；可，它就不会让你伤痕累累吗？

还是比较向往执子之手，与子偕老的承诺吧？
喜欢像郭靖，黄蓉心心相惜，心灵相通却是纯真无比的感情~
（如果有看射雕英雄传的话）
或许我比较保守？
不知道……我只知道，我宁愿一直相敬如宾，也不要成为欲望的奴隶~（虽然我有看网络言情小说，可是还是不相信一段以做爱为基础的感情能last多久！）
也许，‘王宝钗苦守寒窑18年’适合我吧？^_*

我和印度的朋友有一点差别，他们很少享受或珍惜朋友之间的默契，信任和信念~
=〉有了男朋友，难免会疏远朋友，情愿为他付出~他们的看法~
我呢？呵呵…………

以我们的默契，我深信无人能取代我；正如你在我心里根深蒂固~

我们共同的信念，让我能在烦杂的生活里找到力量，

因为我知道总会有人默默地支持我~

相互间的信任使我坚信，你会为自己作出最恰当的决定来恢复你一惯的笑容~

ps: 最近看太多小说和电影……竟然有10%突然很怕你（to whom it may concern）会咩乜灭也..:p


现在写起来，轻描淡写～
经历过后，回头来看，我是否会笑我现在的无知与可笑？！
或许，看到这里的你已经笑作一团了吧？

May^^

I Bruise Easily Too

You're not alone May, i bruise easily too.
got myself some bruises during the hols *sigh*

got this from playing pool...so you can imagine how rough i played =P

got this one (on my left knee) from the edge of my computer table, a particular spot where me and my sis called "黑区". compare this to other bruises, you will know why we call it 黑区 lol...

another one on my right knee (kinda faded already) forgot where i got it =P

dedicate this song to both of us...haha...
Natasha Bedingfield's I Bruise Easily (acoustic version)

i bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me...

To May:

isn't this better than the ghostly one? lol...

decision making syndrome~~

I have to make many decisions for these few days..though non of them are important~!!:s

go to egypt or nepal?

want to go to mumbai during deepavali holidasy?

which is the best plan to follow?

which dress is better for annual dinner?

which one?????

oh.....

im playing basketball again recently..maybe i will join interbatch game..

but on the first formal practice, i got the bruise..

not by the ball, by the players!!!

gosh....

god knows how they can push me out from the center to the semicircle for 3points shooting line..

and make this bruising mark on my fair arm!!

so mean...come on...its just a game...a sports game! the way they played was like if they cant get the ball they cannot survive!~sai hmm sai ar??

ask 2 players to block me just because im tall?what kind of logic is this!?!?!!!!!

Let me sing this....

I BRUISE EASILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~